Bland

Now in this time, we only can do our homework, only can worry about my schoolwork, only can care people whether them like me or not, only can guess the next step is right or wrong. Isn’t that is too bland and miserable existence.Isn’t that is futile and blind. Seem to like waste life of mine, but an ignorant is made me no choice, just to be driven by the current.I want to know haven’t somebody needs me. I want to know why I exist here and what I 'm doing.

this afternoon

Quickly, a week is over and coming the time which made me comfortable and peace. In this afternoon, nothing have to agonize myself with all the duty that we detest and loathe, just forgeten everything. Just be indulgent to myself in this moment. But it's just a little leisure in my mind, reality is relentless, bliss can’t be last in someone who discover the day is about to end and the homework put off till tomorrow.
Alas! what a drab life.