psychology

Last Friday, I went to聯誼 with my friends who are major in chemical department
I don’t know what kind of emotion should use in this activity; nevertheless I use the standoffishness to show myself. I know that is stupid. But I feel awkward with the unfamiliar place.
I hardly express myself, but I shouldn’t acquit myself like a cold turkey. Everything is strange.
Everyone to prepare these activities is hard; I shouldn’t be a man who is disgust.
Now my mind is crowded with thoughts. I think I’m committed a crime. A crime that is thoughtlessness
I hope I can be a man who is considerate and thoughtful
Not only this affair but in the life that I hope I appreciated all the kindness in my world.

sad

I thought that I’m so idealism so that I don’t know why I have to face these many things; I always thinking what I have to do now and what I haven’t done yet. This time I feel so tired and bored.
With the new days has come and the things become more that seem to never go the stop. Why hasn’t an end? Why I can’t control my own life by myself? Life only worry, not funny, I don’t like it.

unshirkale

I love the lovely stillness of this moment, the sunshine was genial, and this moment was comfortable as the vacation. Why these moments aren't being forever? I'm Escapism!?
However, these thought must be arrest from the others.

New week is going to start again, why can't only have a happiness.

bored with the blankness of the day

My room-mate all go home and only leaves behind me this weekend. Suddenly, I feel some lonely
I not scared one personal life but I don't know where is this feeling come from?
Seem to have already led for a long time, actually only two minutes elapsed.
A dozen times during the all day I leave unused even not to make further progress of my work.
Not only lonely but with dejected and frustrated.
Maybe is all my illusiveness?
Cheer up!!It's must to do something!!