Short life.

The summer vacation will come soon, which represents a new semester starts and the over. We have made a step in our business. Next semester we will rise to be the second grade. The time passed away at lightning speed, we were unaware of the lapse of time. The time we lose will never return. Alas! It’s get on my nerves seems never to be happy again. Because time is invisible, we often neglect it. The time I lost, made me feel sad. I know the time is life! And why the life is short. You should cherishing the time, so do I.

hundred thousand thought!

There is a great thing happened to me recently. I want to keep a secret because even am I was so amorphic. I am such dreaminess. That’s an unlikely story. Such like I am of touch with reality. I become unconsciousness like a nightwalker. Everything I choose not to face because I did not to prepare to accept. I thought the fault is entirely mine. No matter when now or before. I were not cherish the thing that I own. I am just to be anxious continually and want to find out the others exits which better than now. I even did not to think about carefully what I really want. I am at a loss. "God helps those who help themselves"...

I love rainy day

How did you feel the rainy day? It’s a feel of dismal or it’s a feel of desolation? In my feeling, the rain fall always bring me the feel of romance. In the hot summer afternoon had a sprinkle… could you image how wonderful in this timely rain. Is it so romantic, so beautiful, and so peaceful? How could I tell you my fancy in my mind?

The feel of idle spread everywhere. I love rainy day. After the rain, the air is changed pure. The rainfall takes away the noise and dust. The field of vision becomes clear. It clean the bad thing, thought. It bring me a heart of gold.

Cherish every single wonderful times.

I love the quiet part of the place, where there are few people. Under a hospitable climate I feel peaceful and balance. Everything looks gently in my eyes. I love all the good times when I read my book silently. Life should be spending on wonderful times.

This weekend

This weekend a few people remain in the dormitory. The people left have their plan and leave us. They are going home and have trip for fun…
Finally only left three people include me. Our desolation is greater now that the friends are away. The whole school seems empty. I regret that I still in here. But outside is the hotter place. I don’t want to get moving. But I could not reconcile myself to stay and doing nothing funny. What can I say...? The baby-doll summer….

The smile

Smile can be contagious. There seems to bask in somebody’s favor and feel there is kindness to be found everywhere. I especially like the people smile so that I smile too.

To take photos.

Today is the first outing with class. We went to the amusement park and spent a whole afternoon walking and taking the picture.

In fact I am apt to be fidgety to take photos. I don’t remember when it starts?
When I seeing the camera lens , I felt embarrassed. It’s uneasy to take a picture for me.

It was so hot in the morning that I was wet with perspiration. Went to library to flee the heat and to read. I love read in the r

Drinks only water

My mother tells me don’t drink beverage and coke that is harmful to health. I give my mom promise. After a while I went out to take a walk that breathes the air. On my way to dormitory I get past the 7-11 and bought a cup of cold drink. I couldn’t resist the lure of cold drink. The heat of now lets me want to live in the water. I wish I were a fish can live in the cold water.

Will we accept these silently?

After finished senior high school, I have already seldom gone out with friends.
We are still caring each other very much, but we have the others affairs have to get by. Later on, we look aloof. Then what can we do? If our arms were not reach out that pulls us through at the right moment. If our words could not bridge the doubt cause we have strange roads with different signs. We got little help from each others.
Little by little we walk away in quiet from one another life. Will we accept these silently? Will we accept these silently?

I can't survived in this heat.

Help…… (Weakness) give me a heavy rain to extinguish this scorching summer. I can not stand it any more. What the weather so bad like these days.
Hot and windless, I hate muggy air most. All over around me is heat. My will was scorched by the hot sun. My body will melt easily if the high temperature goes on.

On solitude

It is a long distance from here to home today. That is the mental state, surely not farther from home than foreign country. Maybe is the sense of solitude to making the mischief. I not afraid be alone but sometime feeling sad like this time of now. I miss my parents, my friends, and anyone who care for me. I feel so lonely…just now.

can not stand

Why... (Groan) why... (Groan) why I am so stupid…why I stay in school then long day bore myself. Why…No! Give me one more chance. I want to going outside instead in the dormitory be an idiot. All about these…is all made me feel the more bored and the hungrier…

Why the weekend the restaurant didn’t work.
This place sucks.
Hungry made people lost her marbles.

get to lost

I was hungry... I don't know where have the delicacies so I am hungry. I want to be extravagant in eating and drinking! I want to make a pig of myself. But if I do that. Maybe I will be the real "pig".

No I absolutely don't but I already have a long time not had the satiety. I get the lost what I really want to? I am an idiot..... the gril of the university worries oneself's next meal doesn't know to eat what good!

Long vaction that I gave meself

How a long vaction these days!
But now waiting for me is the big promble that I have to fill backorder the diary in the recently I be short on.
I don't hate to writing actually I like to reading but I alway have the language barrier to write down by myself.
The fear made me want to escaed from the troublesome.
But it's all in vain, now I have the more homework to make up.
How a fool I am.

A things that seems ordinary

At the beginning everything having no like or dislike only ordinary. But long time had elapsed feeling from mild become fidgety. Seeming to be exploded has no early-warning.

What reasons cause its occurrence?

It’s a question I am not able to answer just now whenever I think of it. Maybe someday I will find a solution to the no answer for now.

What to flaunt in the sky is who could not detect slight.

My present and my future

We have different viewpoints in the same affairs that are why people interesting but also complicated. One person has thousands thoughts. The more things realized the more things experience we get. We couldn’t help being complex. Not a children any more, I cannt remain a girl under care and protection any longer. Have to lead a life like a grownup.

The reason.

Formerly Yunlin is rather faraway to me. This place that must to pass by very long itinerary and can arrive. Having never thought I will leave my family to get to so far place. But now I am here where in my memory is very far place bringing the others gives my expectation. I think I really grew up.
Now I have to complete the mission here. But I afraid I have no enough strong will.

All of everything is for the sake of oneself.

Reflection increases wisdom.

Gradually, I became more and more dull, forgot how to have fun to myself. Bad temper can be contagious. I want time for reflction. I know nothing can take away the joy of life, not only for the individual but all those around mine, than a gloomy , pessimistic way of looking at things.
But it’s not easy to make change immediately.
Although we can’t control ambiance, we can change ourselves.
No quality on earth is more conducive to happiness than that of a cheerful, optimistic attitude towards life. So let us try.

We should do something

An unseen other’s endeavor is continued quietly. We can’t only envy. We should make the effort to keep up. We should do something useful instead to moan and groan without being ill.But you know what, a people who always in a state of nerves can’t with a clear mind to make choice to be happy.
To think confusedly we can’t see the future the same. I wish I nourished the dream everyday. To learning how to live, is to look forward with a happy heart to the approaching of the every new day.

Today is the black Monday

Today is black Monday which is unwelcoming, annoying and forbidding. The entire troublesome things come from Monday and even the period is the most in a week.

Don’t know why? I see myself with a revolting feeling recently. That‘s why I look anything to incur dislike exactly that’s not my voluntary. Trouble! Trouble! Trouble!

Times had elapsed that I finding I lose the more and to deepen my guilt why I lose the valuable thing which we can’t afford to lose, and we gain nothing profitable.

Times ever fleeting away and can never return again. We must know how to spend our time with profit.

In the days to come...

I haven’t gone home for a month. So can go home for this holiday of four days I feel so excited. I have many thoughts in my head and ready to do, I was filled with happiness.
Essentially, nothing could simple to master. To give an example: I cannot handle some of my course work; I don't even have any idea how to begin working on it. I have some sort of psychological problem.

Say much is all what too surplus.

I dislike to be fierce even I know you are character to make. However I am still uncomprehending why so fierce to me. It’s made me so uncomfortable. Even that is you to my friendly way. But who knows?

When I am fall of bluesy, no one keeps company with me.
I have no word to say it. I was already a too peaceful person. In the same time, I don’t want to be stroke any more.

To me, everything is all enough.

chasing cars

Recently, I am in a state of extreme dejected but have no one comfort me. Maybe I shouldn’t expect. In fact, I am kind of moody person. Whoever spoke to me may tire me. It’s not benefit by consumed my rest of the energy.

In this place even have no one can help me.
Yesterday I have a chat with my friends on-line. We have some misunderstand between us when I’m in a bad frame of mind. I was deeply grievedand burst into tear at that time .

In the end, we have reconciliation between us that’s to inspire me a short period. But new day has coming. Seems no things to change everything is still have no means to me.

Now, I just want to go home..

Bland

Now in this time, we only can do our homework, only can worry about my schoolwork, only can care people whether them like me or not, only can guess the next step is right or wrong. Isn’t that is too bland and miserable existence.Isn’t that is futile and blind. Seem to like waste life of mine, but an ignorant is made me no choice, just to be driven by the current.I want to know haven’t somebody needs me. I want to know why I exist here and what I 'm doing.

this afternoon

Quickly, a week is over and coming the time which made me comfortable and peace. In this afternoon, nothing have to agonize myself with all the duty that we detest and loathe, just forgeten everything. Just be indulgent to myself in this moment. But it's just a little leisure in my mind, reality is relentless, bliss can’t be last in someone who discover the day is about to end and the homework put off till tomorrow.
Alas! what a drab life.

psychology

Last Friday, I went to聯誼 with my friends who are major in chemical department
I don’t know what kind of emotion should use in this activity; nevertheless I use the standoffishness to show myself. I know that is stupid. But I feel awkward with the unfamiliar place.
I hardly express myself, but I shouldn’t acquit myself like a cold turkey. Everything is strange.
Everyone to prepare these activities is hard; I shouldn’t be a man who is disgust.
Now my mind is crowded with thoughts. I think I’m committed a crime. A crime that is thoughtlessness
I hope I can be a man who is considerate and thoughtful
Not only this affair but in the life that I hope I appreciated all the kindness in my world.

sad

I thought that I’m so idealism so that I don’t know why I have to face these many things; I always thinking what I have to do now and what I haven’t done yet. This time I feel so tired and bored.
With the new days has come and the things become more that seem to never go the stop. Why hasn’t an end? Why I can’t control my own life by myself? Life only worry, not funny, I don’t like it.

unshirkale

I love the lovely stillness of this moment, the sunshine was genial, and this moment was comfortable as the vacation. Why these moments aren't being forever? I'm Escapism!?
However, these thought must be arrest from the others.

New week is going to start again, why can't only have a happiness.

bored with the blankness of the day

My room-mate all go home and only leaves behind me this weekend. Suddenly, I feel some lonely
I not scared one personal life but I don't know where is this feeling come from?
Seem to have already led for a long time, actually only two minutes elapsed.
A dozen times during the all day I leave unused even not to make further progress of my work.
Not only lonely but with dejected and frustrated.
Maybe is all my illusiveness?
Cheer up!!It's must to do something!!

credit hour

I see that the courses I taking this semester. Suddenly, I hesitate about this. Actually, I don’t want to do an insecure thing so I can’t make the decision at once.
I lost my energy by and by, feeling anything such difficult for me.

No sweet without sweat. But if I can’t got the credit what I devote this days must be all for in vain; or if I can’t give consideration to all of my homework then what can I do? This semester is becoming more and more things that I don’t have enough confidence to accomplish.

Woe. Why I am so weak.

It's humid today

Today has something to happen. Even now, I couldn’t believe it - my cell phone has vanished. My mood change from nervous has turned into mad as I detect it not in my backpack. I suspected that somebody stolen it. I try to find it back but everything what I did is doesn’t to work. Since I lost it has been six hours later. I got so depressed. I understand now want to find it is hopeless. When I got home, the time has already been later than hour which I previous schedule. To forgot it. Now I don’t want to think anything anymore.

Writing Class

1. What did you learn in writing class last semester, and what was new to you?

"You are what you say, you are what you think, you are what you read…" that sentence means the word what we write down reflects ourselves.

2. What do you feel are your strong and weak points in your writing ability in English? Is it grammar, spelling, formatting, or expressing youself smoothly, or is it something else? Please try to be specific.

My structure of the sentence always strange, so many times I thought I can’t finish the write. But reality is I must do it. That’s made me so defeated and discovers what pity I am.

3. Also, give me your thoughts on how this first week of school is going for you.

Well, everything is fine but causes my weird mood that made me feel little unpleasantly. Nevertheless life must go on, school begins is destined. I hope it is a good start. I hope I can handle all the school affairs in happily.